This is the starting.

my heart start beating

my lung start breathing

and the voice in my head start screaming

i'm afraid!

afraid to step into another world

i'm not a little girl anymore and not yet a woman

but still i cant make a decision.

i'm confuse

did i make a right decision

how i wish i can turn back time

and start everything all over again

this coming 13th July

will you bless my day and give what i want most?

not just me, also for whom who did all their very best?

only Allah swt can gives us what we want, only Doa will connect us to Him.

lets pray hard and hope for miracles from Him.

have faith. never lose hope and keep trying.

He knows the best!

we doesnt know the ending even if know the starting.
keep praying!

love,

Jai :')