Jiwang

The fact that i cant have you, is the reason the more i want you. Erghh. Dont be greedy Jai. Dont ruin the friendship.

I would do anything. For you.

Jai, you know thats not worth. Yeah. Gives you satisfaction. Satisfaction for your own self. Is that what you want?

But i ll try. I ll try very hard to keep it from you so wouldnt go away.

But i ll try harder to improve my skills. I wanna become an architect. No. I wanna become a strong architect. Ill improve. And im gonna be a strong architect student for this time being. Of course until i get my master!

Make doa for me guys ;)

Fall for your smile

Ahakkkk. Tajuk tak boleh belah. But yes. Itu kenyataan.
Dia senyum
Dia baik
Dia pandai jaga hati
Dia rajin
Dia sedar diri
Dia menyenangkan
Dia kelakar
Dia selepas mama ayah wawa adik family and my bestfriends inc hello kitty oopps. Dia.

Ohh tidak!! Adakah ini cinta? Puih. Haha. Mungkin ya mungkin tidak. Mungkin hanya untuk mengisi kekosongan hati ini. Okay. Sila muntah hijau sekarang.

I realized

Hihi. Hi hi. Sekarang baru aku realized yang gambar jadi terlebih besar. Muehehehe. Bila update blog kat phone, aku tatau nak buat cemana kasi gambar tu kecik. Hihi. Malu jep gambar besar. Nanti nampak parut jerawats yang tanak hilang tu. Erghhhhhh. Em em.

Kurus dulu atau cantik dulu? Pening nak fikir. Tapi nak dua dua serentak susah lah.

#LOVE muehehehe.

Design

Hailaaa design. Why so hard? Hey jai, why you no have idea? Alhamdulillah, sekarang dah 50%

Yeahhh. Orang lain dah siap buat model, aku baru terkapai kapai nak design. Almaklumlah, design aku kena reject dua kali. -.-"
Presubmission is next week. Harap sangat dapat siapkan semua with all the drawings too.

Iklan jap. I still cant get rid of feeling a bit menyampah when it comes to him. Is it me or him who dont wanna just forgive and forget?

I can forgive you, trust me, but im not gonna forget that.

Hide

Sometimes i cant hide my feelings.
I feel annoyed, fed up, sometimes i cant even response to her.
I dont wanna be like this. This is suck!
Sometimes, i just wanna shout 'shut the fuck up!'
I hate being like this.
But how im gonna change? I've tried. So many times. Sometimes it works. But sometimes, it becomes sucks. Again and again.
I know ive been such a hard, but i cant help it. Im really sorry.

She's overdoing, overacting, over over and overrrrr. Thats what i hate about her. I dont really like to talk about this.

I feel sorry for me being such not a really good friend
And i feel sorry for her having a friend like me.