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Sometimes i cant hide my feelings.
I feel annoyed, fed up, sometimes i cant even response to her.
I dont wanna be like this. This is suck!
Sometimes, i just wanna shout 'shut the fuck up!'
I hate being like this.
But how im gonna change? I've tried. So many times. Sometimes it works. But sometimes, it becomes sucks. Again and again.
I know ive been such a hard, but i cant help it. Im really sorry.

She's overdoing, overacting, over over and overrrrr. Thats what i hate about her. I dont really like to talk about this.

I feel sorry for me being such not a really good friend
And i feel sorry for her having a friend like me.